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Loving people, or someone, isn't about Loving "types" it's about Loving who they are on the inside (their soul), regardless of how different they may seem on "paper". It's about Loving who they might become, and learning to look past their faults, because you know they are good on the inside, and will one day learn how to be better a person.

Confessions in point form

- Have had unprotected sex on more then one occasion (Had one big HIV scare...more paranoia, but it still had a big impact on me

- I cheated (If your someone who isn't a chronic cheater, in fact the very idea of cheating disgust you, like it    does me, then you know something in your relationship is wrong, and its time to move on.)

- Ive had promiscuous sex (I put on an act sometimes glorifying it, but the truth is, I was looking for something, and when I couldn't find it, I felt like I had to settle)

- Ive been looking for love in all the places (and making excuses for when they've treated me wrong)

- Most of the relationships Ive had were purely based on sex first emotions later (mostly on their part), but I finally experienced something were sex wasn't even part of the equation, something for more real..a first for me, and something Ive always wanted..to be loved and cared about for more then what I could do for them in bed.

- Ive let the past emotionally scar me, to where its now hard for me to control my emotions, and stop from doing impulsive things.

- I used to provoke others using my sexuality when I first came out (now I wouldn't even like me, if I knew me)

- I push to hard to be loved sometimes.

- Ive used drugs recreationally (never had an addiction, but it could have gone there)

- Ive let myself be used.

- I was bashed because I had a tongue ring (apparently men aren't suppose to have one)

- I use to be an atheist.

- I want to help those who don't ask for my help.

- Ive become annoying.

- At 27 I still feel lost.

I .....

dont know what to say

all i know is that i need to be there with you

you dont have to do this alone

this place that is holding me wont hold me for much longer

i’ll hold you when you cry

because deep down i want to cry too

my heart is heavy but i’ll use it as a foundation to hold yours up

we will make it through this


By: Anonymous source