To whom it may concern....

Why am I doing this? I mean I'm no one extraordinary, of course in G-ds eyes we are all extraordinary whether we know it or not, but I mean so far in my life I haven't accomplished much. I haven't really given back to society, cured world hunger and all that jazz, so why am I doing this exactly? My life is not that complicated, I just make it more complicated with the decisions I make...so I'm thinking maybe there are others out there who have the same problem? Maybe there are people out there who make poor choices and feel as lost as I do most of the time? This isn't a blog to get your spidey senses tingling, or a guide of what not to do ..in fact I encourage you to make mistakes in life .. the more the merrier. No this is a Blog to basically pour my heart out and maybe help others feel like they aren't as lost as they think. That theres someone out there they can relate to, and maybe someone who has or is going through the same shit I've gone through..maybe this will help guide you..or maybe just maybe you'll get a kick out everything i have to say and be entertained ..at this point I'm hoping for the latter.

You may not like everything I have to say and I'm totally fine with that, in fact I encourage it. If everyone had the same opinion then the world would be a pretty dull place, all I ask is that you keep an open mind  :)

So heres how I'm going to break it down. I'm going to start from the beginning starting with my earliest memories, and trust me if I could remember my life as a fetus I would write about it..but I'm going to start with what I remember first. In between my memories and life experiences I'm going to post my own opinions, thoughts and views on different subjects that affect my life and the world around me (most if not all will have to do with love, sexuality, and sex) Just to warn everyone I will get very graphic and go into detail, so if you cant handle it, then this isn't the blog for you. I've learned that I cant judge someone because I haven't lived in their shoes...while I still tend to judge others and the world around me I try and keep it to a minimum ..I'm more open minded now in my life (and believe in karma) then I have ever been, but I still make bad assumptions, so its an everlasting battle I face.

Just some facts about me ..Im a white (Jewish) gay man, in his mid 20's (just 3 and a half more years until I'm 30! yay ) who dates black men. Hence the term "nightrider" ..I'm fully aware of what it looks like when a white gay man strictly dates black men ..Ive heard it all and I fully accept the responsibility. I just wish sometimes that people would ask me the right questions instead of making rash assumptions on my preference towards black men but I'll get into that later. I'm also a very spiritual person who prays daily and has his own relationship with G-d, and I'll write about that as well. Most of all I'm a person who cares to damn much about people, most who don't deserve it, but I do it anyways!(and trust me there are times when I don't deserved to be loved back)



So enjoy the ride..share a laugh, get offended.. and maybe learn something?

(one final note... I will also be posting pics (sometimes graphic,nude pics) and videos on things that interest me..which includes men)